my love story

my love story began after aku lepas SPM..mase school tade mase nk cintan2 n tade pon guys kat skola aku tu yg menarik perhatian aku...plus mase skola aku tak knal pon ape itu C.I.N.T.A = L.O.V.E...mybe sbb aku giler2 n sibok ngn all those books...hahaha...aku tgk guys mase kt skola smue same je...mean tade rasa nk lbay2 klo aku rapat ngn dye...

back to my first love story...1st bf aku nama dye Emmi...he's really nice person..fmly aku pon sng ngn dye..quite sumtimes dye pegi umh aku...aku knal dye through abg angkat aku-thanks abg Mus for introducing me to him and tell me about what is couple...dye la owg yg bertanggungjawab memperkenalkn aku ngn dunia couple meng'couple' neh...aku n Emmi tade la lama for ages couple...ade la dlm....few months..5-6 months i think...aku ok jer...cm kapel2 yg len...jmpe tu smue...aku syg dye n so he does..then May 2005 aku dpt offer pegi matrix perak...dari hari tu dye bwat hal...cm memulaukn dirinye dr diriku...btol ker??hehehe..blasah aje...then aku pon rasa pelik n decided pegi confront ngn dye...pastu baru la dye ckp knpe...actually dye nk clash...sbb aku nk pegi perak (what a stupid reason).dye ckp dye tak caye kt aku dok jauh2 n nk clash...tkot aku men kayu 3 14 16 ngn dye...then aku ngn rela-x bpe nk rela kot...stuju la clash...then aku peegi matrix...kt sne aku single n tade nk fall ngn sape2..(ada la ngn ketua class aku..nama dye S...hencem nk mati...huh!!) tp tade la smpai nk cintan2 bagai...tgk owg kapel cm seronok jer...pd satu ptg tu...lupe bpe hb..kt cafe B matrix perak, exbf aku sms aku...tnye kbo n tgh bwat ape smue...aku pon reply la tnpa rasa pape pon...sms punye sms...dye ckp...nk aku balik...GOSH..!!dye bwat giler...aku ape lg...stop la sms ngn dye...dye pujuk-pujuk and pujuk lg...aku keraskn gk hati aku-sekeras hati batu..hahaha...then dye give up...smpai now dye tade sms or call aku lg da...mengikut sumber yg bley dipercayai dye telah sgt jauh terpesong dr dye dlu...mean..dlu dye sgt baik..now he's become an evil...huhuhuu...salah aku ker??nope...

Bf aku yg kedua nie la yg plg best aku rasa...plg...terbeak wokkkk...hehheee...nama dye...M (rum8 aku taw la sape dye..hehehe). aku knal dye pon through chat-suke sungguh aku chat neh...wlpon keje dye xla kategori professional,tp he still can tanggung aku...hehehee...siap shopping segala...tp bkn la tu yg aku nk kn...sbb dye sgt baik n caring tu aku suke...even jarak memisahkn kami-chewah..bkn jauh sgt pon...bangi aje..kitowg still cm kapel2 len...jmpe pon kdg2 bile aku pegi umh abg aku kt shah alam..with my fmly opkos...kapel punye kapel...ade la almost 2 years...pastu aku mintak clash sbb dye ade girl len..unexpectedly dye da kapel ngn si EW neh before kapel ngn aku..DAMN..!!!i hate him so much...now aku baru dpt cite smlm dye da kawin..tataw ngn sape..n agknye da jd ayh kot...that's what he really wanted to..stop about him..

3rd love aku-byk gak ea love aku...hahahaa...ni kot percintaan yg plg mencabar...hahaha...tayah la cite...sgt pjg n mencabar...nama X aku yg nie Z da la..hehehe...tu Z bkn nama sebenar laa...dye la yg plg hensem antara eX2 aku before neh n last eX aku...dye neh sgt challenging kapel ngn dye...mcm2 la dogaan n cabaran yg dtg..hehehe...ayt xbley blah..dye baik n a lil bit controlling...bkn la sgt control..but like other bf..nk pegi mne,ada ktne,bwat ape...every single thing la kna report...but i like that style...tp kitowg kapel x pjg...dye mendiamkn dri n aku decided utk menjauhkn dri dr dye...by that time aku knal my 4th love...bile dye dpt taw aku ade 4th love tu dye sgt marah n bengang n sort of dendam ngn aku..tp aku x salahkna dye..da mmg slh aku..but now dye contact aku balik afta da maki hamun and all that kata da dihembuskn kt aku..huhuhu...cday gile la aku..tp da slh aku...time je laa...

4th love and the last love aku, who now already my ExBf-but we decided to be best friend...after 25:25 on phone conversation we...i still love him..but the feeling was wash away by the distance...even dye dekat je ngn aku...tp aku rasa sGt jauh ngn dye..n he never had an effort to fix it up to how we were before...nanges gk la aku...tp why shud i...coz aku yg mintak dilepaskn..aku da xbley nk go on ngn dye...tataw la pasal ape...he never did anything wrong to me...he's so caring and loving...but i can't accept it anymore...mybe i need time to be alone...really2 alone...i mean...no commitment on couple, no commitment on ...really2 need sumtimes for myself to cope with my life and think about my future...now no need to worry about other people feeling...just need to think me, myself and i...also my beloved family...i stiil got my friends around me who always stand with me 24/7...i need more friends to lighten my life...

dan dengan itu abeh la aku merepek pasal love story aku...tataw la ape yg aku merepek..sbb aku neh x la sgt pndai utk menulis,mengarang cite yg baik2 ngn ayt yg besh2..ehehe...mase skola pon slalu BM dpt B je...okla...aku nk pegi mkn mkanan yg bli kt bazar td..neh baru balik terawih...chow chin chow...!!